Lonely Times

I love my family so much, but sometimes I get a little down in the dumps when I am with all of them. Both sisters are married and one has a big family already. It's just me and my brother that are single. I'm glad I guess that I am not the only one, although I would be so happy for him if he found someone. Why are humans so obsessed with companionship? I wish I could be totally self sufficient. Just me and God, that is. But unfortunately I think of and long for some man out there who will make me happy and love me. Silly silly me. I must stop this nonsense! It's not like I am eager to jump in a relationship anyway. I am much too afraid of getting hurt again.